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- Available: Never, I'm good single.
- Age: 23
- Annoyance: Most people.
- Animal: Aquatic.
- Actor: Tim Curry.
- Actress: Shannyn Sossamon.
B
- Beer: Any & all.
- Birthday/Birthplace: October 7th, Libertyville, IL.
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes.
- Best Feeling in the world: Being at a concert
- Been on stage?: Choir, gymnastics.
- Believe in yourself?: Not often.
- Believe in life on other planets: Who cares?
- Believe in magic: Yes, of course.
- Believe in Evolution: Duh.
C
- Car: -less.
- Color: Green.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese.
- Country: This one.
- Comedian: Demetri Martin.
D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: G6
- Dance in the rain?: Yes.
E
- Eggs: Omelette du fromage.
- Eyes: As long as they're honest.
- Everyone has: Secrets
- Ever failed a class?: Yes
F
- First crush: JTT.
- First thoughts waking up: Already? Fuck!
- Food: Italian.
G
- Greatest Fear: I don't know that I have one anymore.
- Goals: Don't die.l
H
- Height: 5'4"
- Holiday: Halloween.
- Health Freak: No
- Hate: Consumes the weak.
- Heart Broken/when/who?: Yes, multiples times, obviously different dudes.
I
- Ice Cream: Vanilla.
- Instrument: N/A
J
- Jewelry: Earrings.
- Job: Unemployed.
K
- Kids: Never.
- Keep a journal?: I have one and rarely write in it.
L
- Longest Car Ride: Ft. Lewis, WA. to Round Lake, IL.
- Love: Is a pain.
- Laughed so hard you cried: I can't remember the last time.
- Love at first sight: No.
M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate.
- Movie: Rocky Horror Picture Show.
- Marriage?: Never.
- Motion sickness?: Never happened.
- McD's or BK: BK.
- Memory: Are you asking about my memory or a memory I care to share?
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- Number of Siblings: By blood - 2 younger brothers. By lovin' - 1 younger sister & 3 younger brothers.
- Number of Piercings: Five.
- Number: VII.
O
- Overused Phrase: Cool beans.
- Odd phobia: Smelling bad, I have to smell good and if someone else smells bad I'll tell them.
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- Place you'd like to live: Washington.
- Pizza: Stuffed crust w/pepporoni.
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi.
- Person you miss: Bob & my Washingtonians.
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- Quiet music or loud: Music.
R
- Reality TV: I avoid it.
- Radio Station: Rock 102.1.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: I can.
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- Song: Currently; Redlight District by Porcelain and the Tramps.
- Sushi: Disgusting.
- Scent: Sweet scents.
- Smoked?: I do.
- Skinny dipped?: I have.
- Sing well?: I'm terrible.
- Swear?: Too often.
- Stuffed Animals?: Back in the day.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.
T
- Time for bed: I wish.
- Thunderstorms: I love 'em.
U
- Unpredictable: I like to pretend I am.
- Used to play: Ghost in the graveyard.
V
- Vegetable you hate: Peas.
- Vegetable you love: Brussel Sprouts.
- Vacation spot: Who knows?
W
- Weakness: Musicians, eyes, & alcohol.
- Worst feeling: How I'm feeling right now. I can't explain it... it's just hard to breathe.
- Want to be a model?: Nope.
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- X-Rays: I've had 'em.
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: Sunflower
-You: are a loser with an addictive personality that will lead to your end.
Z
- Zoo animal: Polar bears!
- Zodiac sign: Libra.
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| So holy shit dude... I'm glad I'm not the only one that fell away from Xanga. Looking back makes me laugh.
Updates on me? Suuuuure, I've got nothing better to do.
I'm 23 and yeah, that's about it. There's your update. I made it this far, congratulations to me and anyone else out there that's made it as far as they have. I suppose I'm still the hateful little bastard that everyone came to avoid, just a little more mature and experienced. Life sucks balls still but hey, it's life. Right? ha. Yeah, right. I'm pretty sure the only difference between now and then is that now I know what a real friend is and that I don't have to say yes to my family. I'm all grown up now.
Nah, I'll never grow up. Fuck that shit. RIIIIGHT!
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| It's not a confession, it's cause of fault
His hidden addiction is on the wall, everyone knows
Maybe he'll get by
Maybe he knows that disappointment comes from those who love him the most
Tie off your veins and just pray for paradise
It's nothing but an emergency
The darkness remains, to pull you from your life
Left with nothing more, just the trust in me, I'll sacrifice to kill the addiction
It's not an abduction, its the choice he makes
He caused the destruction with his mistakes, now everynoe knows
You could say they've tried, but they should know that the outcomes of the assistance are the chances
he's blown
Tie off your veins and just pray for paradise
It's nothing but an emergency
The darkness remains, to pull you from your life
Left with nothing more, just the trust in me, I'll sacrifice to kill the addiction
Tie off your veins and just pray for paradise
It's nothing but an emergency
The darkness remains, to pull you from your life
Left with nothing more, just the trust in me, I'll sacrifice to kill the addiction
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Don't be late
There's no time to be afraid
There's a way
To clean up the mess you've made
If I could tell the truth
Or lie would I attempt the two at the same time
Expect you to apologize for trying
To make me so up tight
Don't say it's just a game we play
I can't lose the taste
If you regulate how the blood is pumping
Through the veins from my heart into my head
In time this blood supply
Will change me from red to white
Every thought that you know I'm thinking
May as well be the knife stuck in my back
This taxing fever makes me gravitate to this place
This is still my life
Not yours to define
(Anyone in their right mind would never let you inside
Anyone in their right mind)
I've broken ties with the neighborhood
Feeling like a bum in the city
Waking only to take a drink
From an empty glass of nothing good
Then sinking like a stone in the sea
Without the oxygen I need
Deciding as I wait for air to entertain
Careful not to (to breathe in [3x])
The right time and the right way to elevate
Careful not to (to breathe in [3x])
To breathe in the air that so proudly puts to death
My own Fathers name
I remember when your hand started shaking
There's a better way
To clean up the mess you've been making | | |
| I know what i did
cause if you're my friend
ive lied to you this far
im no one to trust
ive got a brand new pen
and i drink too much
there i was like a holy lantern
i was held up bright but
i was held up battered
you know, you know, you know ill burn out soon
there you were like sunday mass
all the boring little hymns that'll never pass
you know, you know, you know...
dont go to bed in the garden
ive been throwing apples away
when no ones awake
there i was like the devils mouth
with a terrible lie that i want to announce
you know, you know, you know ill burn out soon
there you were like a broken lamb
you're eyes, they shut not to open again until
you know, you know that i've burnt through
dont go to bed in the garden
ive been throwing apples away
when no ones awake
dont make your bed in the garden
ill be planting flowers all may ay ay
"someone here has seen the culprit!"
someone here has found me out
"someone here has seen the culprit!!!!"
"no one here is getting out!!!!!!"
dont go to bed in the garden
ive been throwing apples away
when no ones awake
dont make your bed in the garden
ill be planting flowers all may
until my pitchfork breaks
until my pitchfork breaks
until my pitchfork breaks
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